~! TEARS OF MY PILLOW ~!

WHEN I LAY IN MY BED AT NIGHT I DREAM THAT I WAS DIFFERENT
I DREAM THAT I WAS THE IMAGE OF HALLE BERRY OR HAD MONEY LIKE OPRAH WINFREY.
HAD THE VOICE OF BEYONCE AND MOVES OF CHRIS BROWN HAD THE SCRIPT OF ANGELA BASSETT AND WAS NOT AFRAID TO STAND MY GROUND.
A FLOW LIKE NICKI MINAJ OR THE POWER LIKE OBAMA,
A JOB SO THAT I WAS INDEPENDENT DIDNT HAVE TO DEPEND ON MI MAMA.
I WISH I WAS THE IMAGE OF TEIARRA MARI, HER BEAUTY REFLECTS THE IMAGE OF WHO AND WHAT I WANT TO BE.
HAVING ALL THE BOYS RUN TO AND FRO TO SEE ME STRUT, SWITCH MY HIPS WALK DEM HEELS AND SWITCH MY BUTT.
OH HOW I WISH I WAS DIFFERENT.
I USE TO QUESTION MY IMAGE LOOKING IN THE MIRROW AND SEEING THAT REFLECTION
DREAMING I WAS ANOTHER BEING AND REALIZING THAT IT WAS ME THAT I WAS SEEING
OH HOW I WISH I WAS DIFFERENT
I HAVE TO PRESS ON AND SAY THIS IS ME, MY SKIN IS SILKY SMOOTH AND I AM OH SO UNIQUE.
GOD CREATED ME WITH A PLAN IN HIS HEART
AND IF THE LORD LOVES ME WHO AM I TO QUESTION THE START?
OH HOW I REALIZE THAT I AM DIFFERENT!!