AS TIME GOES BY I START TO THINK MORE AND MORE ABOUT MY LIFE. I WONDER Y I AM THE WAY THAT I AM? SOMETIMES I CAN MAKE A LITTLE SMIRK BUT I CAN NEVER SMILE. IM SAD AND MAD ALL THE TIME AND PEOPLE DO WONDER ABOUT ME. I FEEL LIKE I AM ALL ALONE IN THIS WORLD AND WITHOUT GOD IN MY LIFE I WOULD BE TOTALLY MESSED UP. PEOPLE ALWAYS WANT TO KNOW Y U DONT TALK TO ME OR Y DONT YOU EVER SMILE? I HAVE NO REASON TO. PEOPLE HAVE DESTROYED MY HAPPINESS. THE MORE I THINK ABOUT EVERYTHING I HAVE BEEN THRU THE MORE I CRY. I JUSS WISH SOMEONE COULD FEEL MY PAIN. FEEL WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE ALONE. YOU WANT ME TO BE HAPPY BUT DONT WANT TO MAKE IT HAPPEN BY HELPING ME BUT ITS FINE BECAUSE I WILL REMAIN THE WAY I AM UNTIL IT COMES IN MY SPIRIT TO CHANGE. I AM SHANIECE ANTOINTTE AND DAMMIT IMMA B SHANIECE ANTOINETTE REGARDLESS.
SO WELCOME TO MY LIFE, THE REAL SHANIECE ANTOINETTE!
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